Get To Know April

So you are going to get the ugly the real honest truth life is just easier that way. I was born and raised in North Alabama. I came from what society called a broken home and my father struggled with addiction. He was in and out of my life till I was 11 when little me finally made the choice for herself and said no more. I had been sexually abused from the age of 5 till then and then a turn of events with my father happened and I finally had said not me. My mother raised me alone and was a full time student and had her own defects as I now understand we all do, but did her very best for what plate she was given. I never got help really and these issues really got ignored but I was never really right. I was medicated at a young age due to ADHD now I say pre occupied as, I understand I had so many secrets on a young girl's mind and no outlet. The world was moving forward but inside I was stuck. I started drinking at 11 and it never sat well on me, honestly my allergy to substance and to life were always present. I continued down this road of distruction for the next 33 years.  I had a window of peace but later learned the issues I had went wherever I went. I was married at 19 some of my trust issues and self image issues really piped up about 3 years in and we decided to seperate during that time he was Killed In Action. This left me that just could no longer function. I remember times where I had panic attacks and had no idea what they were and I'd call 911, sitting time and time again in a random emergency room kids asleep in the floor my heart rate at heart attack levels and no reason in sight. There were even periods where I drank shakes because Id choke on food if I tried to swallow it. I was walking around barley human but if I drank I found I could function till I could not . My addiction took over full force and went on for 7 years breaking everything I touched. One day during my darkest hours I said an honest prayer and my life seemed to just get worse like awful. I had no idea someone above loved me enough to break me to help me. Now I have learned many things about spirtual warfare and understand its root causes on a deeper level. It led me to recovery, to AA and my personal awakening, A Higher power and purpose in life. Yes I am still healing and growing it's a journey I'm not sure ends but my life is getting better every day. Insight after insight step by step God baited me into a life I did not know I was able to live. Slowly a miracle happened inside of me and my Higher Power continues this journey with me every day. On my journey I used emotion body code I hope to add that to my list of services in the days to come because I love it. However when I asked God what he needed me to do this is the door he opened for me and I leaped into learning. I am certified in EAH, I'm Also certified in Sacred Light. Today I'm living and truly a product of divine intervention. I have two boys and one girl being a mother comes first in my life today. I spend most of my time outdoors, my favorite office is my front porch swing. I don't need a lot to make me happy, I try to keep a very simple life. I celebrate fizzy water, dance in the rain every chance I get and most Importantly I no longer need pills to be happy or substances to numb the pain, storms do still come it's me that's stronger because my foundation and faith is stronger.